MY MENTAL STATE IS BLAHHHHHHHHHH
I cant even try to relate to people any more ...i find myself just having a blank stare & blank mind when I'm talking to people these days. Usually my brain is processing a billion random thoughts a second (at least that's what it feels like) but when people are talking to me i feel like I'm not thinking about anything ...i can hear what they're saying but really it means nothing i don't even bother thinking about how they feel or think of a situation that i may have been in that's similar to theirs to relate & share.
I'm kind of just there & to them I'm coming off as a great listener which i used to be but then what makes a person a great listener ? somebody who can just sit there & stay quiet the whole time a person is talking & not giving your 2 cents when theyre done or actually relating to them with a story or giving your opinion.
guess it depends on the person that's doing the talking
I've lost my spark I've lost interest in life ...& by that i don't mean in living on some suicide shit but I'm feeling like I've seen it all & heard it all when i know damn well ihaven't
i used to joke about being like a robot & emotionless but i might have talked it into existence ....i don't even get mad at the stuff i used to get mad at anymore i say stuff is annoying or i dont like just because in my mind i know THAT USED TO BE SOMETHING I DIDNT LIKE OR DIDNT CARE FOR or just something ive been telling myself for so long ......its like being programed or wired to being a certain way its like growing up as a racist but all of sudden you're not mad when you see black people or whatever race it is you don't like & you find yourself thinking some of them are beautiful or funny or just good overall & all those negative feelings about them go away but your still programed/feeling obligated to say you hate them just because so many yrs you have convinced yourself not to like them or it .......almost feels like im faking my life now ....like an alien sitting in a lil ass room pressing commands to my body..... feel this do this.
sighhhhhhhhhhhh im in need of a drastic life changing event...... I THINK "_"
RANDOMS FEBRUARY 26TH 2011
- Are you on natalie portmans clit? seems like the black swan has changed peoples lives all these new natalie portman fans & all these girls wanting or claiming that they used to be ballerinas ....i think kanye west run away video kind of started it but the black swan just took it over the top
- Why does everybody say "i cant" or "really?"
- I'm predicting now that the avengers movie will be a failure
- Twitter makes makes dislike people .........
- I love sanitizing my hands
- Ive ordered pizza at least once a week for the past month
- Ive only had 12 shots this month
- I type with just my index fingers & my thumbs for the space bar for some reason mentally i cant get my other fingers to move towards other keys but the cool thing is i still type fast.
- Why would a girl only get 1 nipple piercing? If you're going to get it done get them both done
- Angry birds is an addicting game
- I really want to play basketball its been months
- & i cant wait for the eastern conference playoff game i cant wait for battle at the berrics 4 to start as well
- People are so desperate for promo that they will fake the title of their video just to get people to watch it SMH
- & id like to apologize for the lack of content as of late i know I've been posting allot of videos but I've been busy & uninspired to post anything .....hoping to snap out of it soon.
H.S. DRESS CODE
What's up famous j this is josh at again with another question. So I'm in high school right and i love women but its been brought to my attention that some girls think that since there in school they don't have to come to school looking beautiful -__- like I don't get that .. that's a turn off just because its high school that means you can wear sweats or just come not looking good ?? But they get mad when all we guys go for are the beautiful girls who dress nice . Like I need your opinion on this one because I don't see how how I could be dressing fly and then try and go spit game at a girl who is dressing bummy and says oh its cool nobody comes to school dress -______-
That's just how it is there are people who don't care about getting dressed up for school but usually those people dont care about people trying to get at them so for a female to get mad is just dumb.
That's like you dressing bummy & kicking back like why aren't the hot girls trying to talk to me
doesn't make sense.
I'm sure those same girls talk shit about the girls that get dressed up like "ohh them bitches think they cure or they just want some attention"
If you don't like the bum look say fuck em if any of them are trying to take interest in you but don't take interest in how they look.
That's just how it is there are people who don't care about getting dressed up for school but usually those people dont care about people trying to get at them so for a female to get mad is just dumb.
That's like you dressing bummy & kicking back like why aren't the hot girls trying to talk to me
doesn't make sense.
I'm sure those same girls talk shit about the girls that get dressed up like "ohh them bitches think they cure or they just want some attention"
If you don't like the bum look say fuck em if any of them are trying to take interest in you but don't take interest in how they look.
KANYE WEST - ALL OF THE LIGHTS VIDEO
honestly i only posted this video because i like the song ....well actually i love the chorus & beat ....the lyrics are whatever & dont match the chorus to me
& this video just seemed easy as hell to do like they just didnt give a fuck ....lets just keep it basic & add flashing bight colorful lights all through it -_-
JERSEY SHORE WITHOUT RON & SAM ?
The jersey shore, a show we have grown to love & hate ......as dumb of a show it is its still entertaining .......the guido guidette real world basically ....If you keep up with the show then you know about all the drama going on with RON & SAM ....but now SAM is gone & it looks like RON is heading out right behind her.
NO MORE RON & SAM? WHAT THE FUCK WOULD THE JERSEY SHORE BE WITHOUT THEM?? ............Literally i asked myself & thought about what the jersey shore would be like without them ??
Because honestly those 2 fighting is one of the main reasons people still find entertainment in the show & tune in. 1. because they can relate & 2 because other peoples relationship drama & how the others react to it is just funny .......as much as we complain about them crying, fighting & making back up we still love that shit & now that they're both possibly going to be gone lets think about what the show would be like
PAULY D
Hands down the funniest person in the house the most sensible one the coolest one but having more attention put on him because the lack of SAM & Ron fights might make us tired of hearing the "CAB IS HERE" & all the other wild stuff he blurts out
With no RON & SAM would we really want to watch the meatball show?? snook says some funny shit sometimes & Deena is pretty cool but they're not the most entertaining duo to watch they would be like a down graded version of Paris & Nichole. I know a fan of watching clueless ass females that are desperate for a hump.
THE SITUATION
Showing off his abs & CREEPING on a bazillion chicks every episode? yawnnnnnn
J-WOWW
Unless J-WOWW is going off on somebody she doesn't really bring much to the table far as entertainment & i like J-WOWW but unless shes talking shit about somebody I'm kind of like -_-
VINNY
VINNY is cool hes just a sucker for love & i definitely cant stomach an entire season focusing around him falling in love for chicks & getting played
RON & SAM
So what I'm trying to say is a jersey shore with no RON & SAM isn't the same Jersey Shore i feel like collectively they make an entertaining show but if you pull 1 out let alone 2 of the main people out then you kind of ruin the show ..........the make up of that show kind of revolves around their drama other wise you just have a really happy house .....its all partying, fist pumping, dumb comments, GTL & SEX. Which is a good thing but less drama means less entertainment people tend to get bored with watching a shit load of people just having a good time........ DRAMA is why the real world did so good when it first came out & its the reason why reality shows are even as big as they are today ...simply because of the drama.
If producers we're smart than i should be expecting to see those 2 back no later than next week
NO MORE RON & SAM? WHAT THE FUCK WOULD THE JERSEY SHORE BE WITHOUT THEM?? ............Literally i asked myself & thought about what the jersey shore would be like without them ??
Because honestly those 2 fighting is one of the main reasons people still find entertainment in the show & tune in. 1. because they can relate & 2 because other peoples relationship drama & how the others react to it is just funny .......as much as we complain about them crying, fighting & making back up we still love that shit & now that they're both possibly going to be gone lets think about what the show would be like
SNOOKI & DEENA
Showing off his abs & CREEPING on a bazillion chicks every episode? yawnnnnnn
So what I'm trying to say is a jersey shore with no RON & SAM isn't the same Jersey Shore i feel like collectively they make an entertaining show but if you pull 1 out let alone 2 of the main people out then you kind of ruin the show ..........the make up of that show kind of revolves around their drama other wise you just have a really happy house .....its all partying, fist pumping, dumb comments, GTL & SEX. Which is a good thing but less drama means less entertainment people tend to get bored with watching a shit load of people just having a good time........ DRAMA is why the real world did so good when it first came out & its the reason why reality shows are even as big as they are today ...simply because of the drama.
If producers we're smart than i should be expecting to see those 2 back no later than next week
DINOO SUPREEMO FT. DIZZY - BLACK TRUMP MUSC VIDEO
SOME GUYS DIG THE HAIR
Yess there are tons of guys out there that dig this
they think this is sexy, they like putting their mouth on something like this
Sorry but hairy vaginas will forever be a turn off to me........if i pull down a females panties & see this I'm going to be grossed out & im most definitely not going to put my mouth down there .......all that hair looks like it stinks ......HAIR traps odor !!...........& then you got women out there that feel like keeping hair on their cooch makes them more of a woman -_- wtf sense does that make ?
calling men that like it bald pedophiles ......ohhh why you want it to be all hairless like a 7 yr old you some kind of molester "_" you damn dirty goat
since when does vagina hair measure your status as a woman ??
so if a dude has a shit load of pubes then he's more of a man than the guy with less or that shaves his ?
& these are the same women that shave ALL THE HAIR off their body but yet want to keep hair on their vagina, the same place where they want a guy to lick
if i wanted to lick a wad of hair id just lick the top of your head
but whatever to each their own lol if you like keeping hair down there go ahead
if you're a guy that likes hair down there fine
but looking at that picture i just don't see how anybody feels that acceptable let alone sexy lmao
X-MEN FIRST CLASS TRAILER
They always make the trailers look so good & then when you go to see it GARBAGE
there will be tons of comic flicks hitting the theaters this summer i cant wait to see what actually turns out to be solid
BEING FAT IS THE NEW CIGARETTE
Its sooo much of it that it seems like they're trying to make being overweight a bad thing, which it is far as health goes but some people are big & in pretty good health but either way being big is something that people are very aware of & they know what they do & dont do thats contributing to them gaining so much weight but still continue to do what they do. The same way smokers know what smoking does to their health but they still do it even when they are suffering from the effects of it as we speak.
There are people out there that feel like being over weight is OK they feel like this is me, accept me for me; don't make me hate me for being this way, don't worry I'm good
but TV is putting it out there that being BIG isn't where its at. SCHOOLS are putting it out there, numerous of schools have taken away certain snacks & pushing to make P.E. a 4 yr. requirement.
I mean fast food places aka the main reason why allot of people get fat & very unhealthy are trying to make their menus as healthy as possible these days
subway has gained allot of business with Jared's story, now he's thinner & making mulahhh living a better life taking pics with Kim Kardashian & shit ....so people want to go eat subway all damn day.
even Monique, miss I'm proud to be big, miss I hate skinny bitches is trying to lose weight
star jones ran out & had surgery to lose weight
the weather man did itshit even Kelly Osbourne loss some weight.
Gym memberships are at a rise everybody wants to go to the gym hangout & get fit
because these sexy celebs that people want to be like are hitting up the gym to look the way they do
A lot of people don't get that support from their friends or family & a lot of times when they're at the gym they just feel like somebody is trying to hit on them or stare at their body (im talking about the females) ....I know every girl that goes to work out feels like its some dude there getting off at the sight of you sweating, starring at your ass that is highlighted by the tights you wear to work out in.
we all know what happens in the schools to most over weight kids
they get teased, they're often at the butt end of a joke
please don't take this as me personally having something against fat people I'm just making a simple observation.
MAKING GUYS WAIT GOOD OR BAD?
Hi famous j I would really like to know does it really matter if a girl makes a guy wait ? My friends say yes I say it depends on the person but they say no but they're girls ,, I want an answer from a males perspective so would you mind stating your opinion ? Thanks
To be technical of course it comes down to the guy & how much he likes her but for the most part it matters ........theres plenty of females out there that have been dumped or had relationships not work or not bloom because the guy got tired of waiting ....why do you think girls that want to wait until they're married to have sex have a hard time getting guys to commit
Its hard for guys to come from being sexually active or being in sexually active relationships & then be close to a woman & there not be any sex involved
most guys don't look at sex like a real intimate special thing they look at it more like a really fun hobby
& that hobby is a big deal & when they cant do that hobby then they kind of want to do away with the person that doesn't want to participate
to guys there is no right moment right time its just lets do it !!!!
NOT ALL JUST SOME
me personally i think the longest I'll wait is 3 or 4 months
some guys like the thrill of waiting some guys like the chase & build up to getting to the sex
in my head the pussy isn't going to get any better from the time you spend keeping me from it
like ohhh the pussy going to be at its prime in about 6 months so I'll just wait
noo its going to be the same
I'm more about if you're feeling it then go for it
that's why i don't consider a female a whore or slut just because they had sex with somebody within a short period of time .....sometimes you just roll with it & I've seen people have 1 night stands & end up in relationships
but purposely making a guy wait will work on some guys
& it wont work on others
if i know a female personally has a set time of when to give it up i will get turned off ......like each guy has to wait until whatever day or so many weeks before i give him some ....psshh that's fine you have you're rules but I'm not fucking with them
& they might think its because i don't want to wait & its really because you're trying to be strategic about it & i do realize most relationships are like a game so i try to avoid that aspect of it but hey that's just me.
FUCK IVE TYPED MORE THAN I PLANNED "_"
i know most girls feel if you make a guy wait you will get more respect from them & that the good guys wait......
well sometimes the guy doesnt mind waiting because hes already fucking somebody else
JUST TO THROW THAT OUT THERE
dont assume a person is a catch because they we're willing to wait
BUT LIKE I SAID AT THE BEGINNING IT ALL DEPENDS ON THE GUY
V-DAY GIFTS FOR THE FELLAS
I was asked the question of what would be a good gift to get a guy for V-DAY
& its simple as hell ....you get him something that he likes
if he likes video games get him a video game
if he likes hats get him a hat
he likes a particular brand of clothing then get him that particular brand
shoes then get him shoes
guys are the simplest to please when it comes to ANYTHING we like what we like we're not very much impressed by creativity or thought
we just want something we like
so i cant give a run down of stuff that would be a good gift for males in general, each guy is slightly different so get him something that he will enjoy & get allot of use out of its as simple as that
you need to know your guy.
& its simple as hell ....you get him something that he likes
if he likes video games get him a video game
if he likes hats get him a hat
he likes a particular brand of clothing then get him that particular brand
shoes then get him shoes
guys are the simplest to please when it comes to ANYTHING we like what we like we're not very much impressed by creativity or thought
we just want something we like
so i cant give a run down of stuff that would be a good gift for males in general, each guy is slightly different so get him something that he will enjoy & get allot of use out of its as simple as that
you need to know your guy.
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